10:46 pm Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Isn't familial support suppose to be important? Now, why are you guys forcing me to do things I don't want to? Finally, I can kind of get over the previous class... Finally, I'm just adapting to the new class and teachers. Now why call for change again? Why! You think you know what's the best for me, but seriously, you don't... So please, stop making decisions on my behalf... If I want to leave the JC curriculum, I would have done it when my CT results were out, so why now? So what is I have all the confidence in the world, I'm not receiving any support at all... What is this? Just tell me what this is!
If you think that it's ok to have no support, then that's your problem! I'm me, I'm a complete different individual from you... You may know what is the best for you, but not me... Do you want to live my life for me? If not, then back off! I don't need someone who will keep putting her ideas into my mind! I'm a human with my own thinking, not a robot that receive programs designed by you.
Why, I'll prove you wrong. You say I can't suvive? Fine, that's your conclsion. Since you have made your statement, just FUCK OFF! I'll just prove to you that even without your support, I can succeed... Even if it's going to be hard.
Home? Haven? Whatever.
10:49 pm Monday, August 17, 2009
Mum is back from Malaysia, but appearantly she always return home with a FOUL mood each time... And due to the communication lag/ generation gap/ whatever you name it, I find her just so quarrelsome, bet you know what the next thing that happen is... Anw, this is just home to me...
Feel so tired of everything recently....
Count down 40 days to promos....
Countdown 1 year+4 Months more to 'A's...
Countdown 2 years 10 months for full fletch freedom...
School sucks, life sucks, but just need to keep on persevering. That's the irony of all...
分裂前的热泪
分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁越防备
像只脆弱的刺猬
分裂中的心碎
分裂后的假面
不快乐不伤悲
情绪埋藏成了壁垒
12:00 am Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Just finished my physics revision for tomorrow's test, and it's so killing me... Had an over-shot nap in the day and I'm feeling quite energetic, so some blogging done before my next activity?
Satisfied my craves for Island creamery with Ale toh on sat while studying... But things just happen when you want to do something properly.... Was called home by brothers to accompany my dad(who was home then and claimed he wanted to celebrate the country's birthday too) for dinner... Just imagine you were doing some great productive studying and suddenly tou have to stop everything you do and go home.... AWWWWW!
So, went home and be a 'fillial daughter' acc. to ale toh... Was clueless where to go then my dad just said "let's go people's park!" And like within 20 mins the both of us are there... And he started telling me all his 'once-upon-a-time' stories to me... Well, it's good to imagine just how he, my mum and 2 sisters went through all those events and bla, but it can be just a bit boring...
And moral of story... NEVER go chinatown with an old man, it'll attract lots of attention from old man, even if you are just wearing polo tee and jeans!
For national day, went to market early in the morning and got some ingredients for my 'dad's specials' in the afternoon... Then vivo in the evening, since my dad have not been there yet[?!?!]...
Went home soon after that... Dads just dislike shopping~~~ Anw, i think it's really crazy to spend so much[not going to disclose] on bathing towels...
Well, he went back early this morning and I don't even hear him leave the house... Went JP with Encarni, Ruian then Kbox with Chor Chuan to celebrate his birthday... Almost can't get CC's present, phew that was close!
All thanks to national day, we get much discounts today...
Well, that summarise my national day break, and I'm feeling so ominous for tomorrow's test... It's physics mind you!
12:36 am Monday, August 03, 2009
WOW! Blogger is back to normal, FINALLY!
Though I have to wake up for school in 5 hours time, but I'm feeling so energetic now that I cannot sleep!!! ARGH~
SO, for the past few days went past quite uneventful.... Just that had the 'meet-my-mama-day' yesterday and it SUCKS! I mean who like their parents to meet their teacher right?
And that there's been too much loss of blood for the past few days, and I mean nose-bleeding la! What are you thinking of?! LOL, that's just to entertain myself...
Money money money, I LOVE MONEY, it's a rich men's world! ;D